you've got the antidote for me
by Kandakicksass
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CHAPTERS
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20.7K
RATING
4.8
Summary
When Harry Potter unintentionally severs their soulbond before it can fully form, Draco Malfoy resigns himself to a slow death and decides not to burden Harry with a soulmate he's made it very clear he doesn't want.He's never been selfless before, but for Harry, he can try.
Reader Reviews
EvaZoldyck
Just nowThat was fucking amazing. Soo many emotions and I loved it. I really don't have the words it's that good.
wardui
Just nowwOW, okay who gave you the right to stomp on my heart like that??? the way you manage to weave the effects of dying with the growing relationships is so great?? this is seriously one of my favorite fanfics, thank you for writing! <3
seb_rogerbarnes
Just nowSo many tears shed over this! Perfect for an angst ridden story
bafflinghaze
Just nowTHIS IS SO GOOD and so heartbreaking!
Emi
Just nowI loved it! I cried but I loved it! It was beautiful, emotional, and amazing. The development of Draco throughout the story was wonderful. Beautiful!
Gemfae
Just nowI loved this! Icried so much when Draco was dying. So much sadness, but a beautiful ending.
Tanu_Kai
Just nowThis is absolutely wonderful, thankyou so much for writing and sharing, I enjoyed it SO MUCH.
CherylMercury
Just nowThis story took me on a roller coaster I don't want to get off.
Anonymous
Just nowWhat. The. Actual. Fuck did I just read? This was absolute PERFECTION. I felt all of the dred and anguish Draco was feeling. It hit me in the very core of my being. Throughout the entire story I was sobbing my eyes out, then drying them, then trying to act the story out, and then back to crying again. And let me tell you, I BARELY ever read aloud/act out a story I’m reading. I just got soooo into this that I just couldn’t help myself. I had to stop so many times because my emotions were getting the best of me. I started reading this a three o’clock in the morning—because I noticed you tagged me saying you were finished—and it is now six forty seven. I was shrieking and sobbing and laughing and shouting as I was reading and I’m surprised no one’s woken up. I didn’t get any sleep this night, thanks to you. But really, thank you. Thank you so, so, sooooo much. This was an absolutely perfect story, and one that I will never forget. I am an absolute sucker for soul mate au’s, and this has got to be the BEST one I’ve ever read (especially for being a oneshot). Most author’s take forty chapters to convey even a fraction of the emotions you could in one. You are really talented, but I’m positive you already know that. It’s just so insane, because I never actually cry or feel much of anything when I read, but this made me feel SO MUCH. I got butterflies when Harry was touching Draco’s elbow or when Draco was leaning on him (any cute things they said/did). And let me tell you, I have NEVER had a crush on someone before and so those feelings were so foreign. I felt my breath catch in my throat when both Penelope and Ron found Draco out, and when it was a WEEK after Draco said he would tell Harry that he actually did. I felt that pain in my chest every time anything angsty came up (AND OH MY GOD THERE WAS A LOT—I loved it!). I really can’t say anything, I’m honestly speechless. Words cannot convey how amazing this story is. My eyes are all red and swollen and my nose is running and I wasted soooo many tissues and my head has started to pound slightly and all I can say is THANK YOU. Thank you for writing this masterpiece. It was beautifully written, and I truly loved every single goddamn second of reading it.And I’m so sorry if this is just gibberish or my thoughts aren’t totally put together, I just had to somehow type out my strong ass feelings for your work. My brain is MUSH. It feels as though I have been stabbed, but with a butter knife while simultaneously being hugged by a giant living teddy bear, which is what is holding the knife. And god, it never felt so gooooood to be stabbed in the heart like this. Thank you again! ThAnK yOu FoR bReAkInG mY hEaRt AnD tEaRiNg It To pIeCeS—AND THEN REPAIRING IT. I loved it so flipping much! You are a gifted and insanely talented author. I cannot wait to read more of your fics!!!
lone_monster
Just nowFfs you almost make me cried on a public train you fucker!!! ..>_<..This is painfully beautiful, thank you... The enemy to friends progression is brilliantly done.. And that heart to heart when harry cried, damn you.... Hurts till the tip of my finger... The good kind....
izolda
Just nowThank you for sharing this great story!
CAM89
Just nowOh ya know, just cried my eyes out at this. So much so, that my dog stopped chewing on her bone and came to see if I was ok.
Supernaturallysalty
Just nowI can't remember the last time I cried so much while reading a story. This story was perfect from start to finish thank you for writing this
Yourannaunique
Just nowOH WOW I LOVED THAT SO MUCH!!!! I’ve found it hard to get into new fics lately cause I’ve got a few that I’m waiting for new chapters but I loved that so much, it’s probably one of the best Drarry fics I’ve ever read. Thank you for sharing your creativity and writing this. I can’t wait to read your other fics
Loyal_Xenite
Just nowThis was brilliant. Absolutely brilliant.
deeparah
Just nowThis story was so emotional, I cried while reading it. Draco's emotions and his willingness to sacrifice his life for Harry's happiness was so touching! I am glad that they got their happy ending!!!
stellasapphire
Just nowI nearly cried reading this on a bus, that's how good this fic was. I probably would have cried if I hadn't been in public. Seriously, everything about this fic was perfect?!?! The dynamics between characters were sooo good! And this is the perfect amount of angst with a happy ending, it was honestly so satisfying to read.
MoonlightVampiress
Just nowI spent 85% of the fic crying. It was beautiful. Heartbreaking for much, but beautiful none the less.
female_overlord_3
Just nowTHIS WAS SO FREAKING GOOD DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I ALMOST CRIED AND JUST NEARLY STARTED BURSTING INTO TEARS????? IM AT WORK SO I HAD TO HOLD IT IN BUT JESUS THIS WAS INCREDIBLE AND PERFECT AND IM IMMENSELY HAPPY I PICKED THIS TO READ TODAY ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Kyele
Just nowAaaa this was lovely. The angst was beautifully done and I love that you spun it out all the way to the end. I needed a good cry today and this fic more than delivered :) thank you for writing and sharing!
Anonymous
Just nowHoly shit... THIS WAS SO GOOD! I was holding back tears the entire time. It was so beautiful and emotional and just, oh god! It was amazing.
donnarafiki
Just nowAwwwwwwwww super sweet! Thank you for sharing this
Papercutter
Just now♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ this broke my heart.... Love u for writing this beautiful work
Anonymous
Just nowI have to admit, I'm usually more of a fan of sad endings going with angst, but this was a perfect mix!I cried so much during the first part, and the angst was written wonderfully. Thank you.Also, you handled the happy ending very well, I actually did enjoy it!Thank you for this beautiful piece of artwork, really! Thank you so much for spending this much effort to write a text as good as this.
Sandy_Tsuki
Just nowOMG!! This is so heartbreaking!!! I cried my eyes out!!! But I love every minute of it! Thank you so much for sharing!! This has just become one of my favorites fics I the world!! Although I am just going to read it when I feel like crying!! Beautiful masterpiece!! Thank you again!
Anonymous
Just nowThis is quite literally one of the best things I've ever fucking read. It grabbed my heart and stomped on it only to mend it at the end
Vreya_67
Just nowEverything about this fic is simply brilliant and fantastic. A masterpiece this fic is, all from the plot and to the characters. I love it ❤️
Laethane
Just nowWhat a wonderful fic! You described the changes in Draco (physical and emotional) so well, really a great job. I was also moved by Ron and Hermione and later Harry being so upset that they were going to lose Draco, it was great to see those bonds develop. Thanks for sharing this lovely story!
norrr
Just nowI have never cried so much over a fic IN MY LIFE this was incredible wtf
tostandalone
Just nowOmg I didn’t think it was possible for me to be on the brink of tears for a full 20,000 words but somehow you’ve managed it! All I can say is that my heart was breaking for Draco, from the get go, so the happy ending feels like a soothing balm. Powerful stuff!
obsessedfangirl24
Just nowBeautiful story! Thanks for posting!
love_slash_in_every_fandom
Just nowSuch a good fic. The angst was brilliant.Though honestly as a person with depression, I am sad that Draco didn't get to die in the end. Ha! That personal oddness aside, I loved your Draco and how selfless he was. Wonderful fic and it is good he had his happy ending. Thanks for writing. This was an amazing fic, the perfect length. <3
Theincrediblesulkmachine
Just nowOh my god, this was such a wonderful, fantastic, beautifully tragic read. I had tears in my eyes almost half of the time spent reading this. The emotion was so well dealt with, the angst was walking the fine razor sharp line of heartbreak, and it was just perfect. I havent read anything this emotionally moving in a while, and i thoroughly enjoyed the wistful pain of watching Draco wilt and be sick and making unlikely friends. I could go on and on about a million things i loved about this fic, the expansive word count being one of those things.Thankyou for sharing this.
what_the_flowers
Just nowThis was BEAUTIFUL. And wow, what an ending! You did an amazing job of stringing the angst out to the point of pain, and then bringing it back and letting them be truly happy- to my mind, the best kind of fanfic there is. Thank you so much!
Nightwing1520
Just nowwhat a ride this was beautiful
Anonymous
Just nowThis was so hard to read through tears :). But so heartbreakingly gorgeous and very cathartic. You captured Draco's struggle so well. Thank you so much for writing and sharing!
Anonymous
Just nowOkay, holy sheet, that was absolutely fantastc. A rollercoaster, really, but I really enjoyed it. Perfection! Thank you very much!
Anonymous
Just nowThis is literally the only soul-mate & Malfoy-x-Harry fanfic that I like. Scratch that, I love this!! The realism is so damn refreshing after all this time of accidentally coming across soul-mate fanfics;those things are so freakin' creepy,whereas this is fascinating & enjoyable. You're an AWESOME writer!!
Anonymous
Just nowOMG WHEN I READ THE SUMMARY I WENT OH FUCK THAT'S MY SHIT RIGHT THERE AND I DROPPED EVERYTHING I WAS DOING AND READ THIS. Everything I wanted for a pining soulmate fic is here. Damn this is so beautiful my heart was so wrenched. I love the progression of Harry's and Draco's relationship and that you made Ron and Draco reconcile too. Draco's pining made me emotional that I can't bREATHE EVERY TIME HE'S IN PAIN. I absolutely adore this fic and I'm glad I discovered it. You're writing is superb. Thank you for this fic. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
slyther_sins
Just nowThis story was so good...I fucking loved it. I'll admit, I did shed tears and my heart was tORN OUT OF MY CHEST FOR LIE HALF THE STORY, but my gOD THIS WAS BOTH INCREDIBLE AND HEARTBREAKING <33
Luxis
Just nowIt seems almost banal to write anything effusively praiseful after reading this somber yet illuminating piece, so I'll keep this comment short.This was such a heartachingly beautiful work. The quiet, steady pace and fluid, clear syntax kept the focus on Draco's slightly detached internal narration. The characterization was well-done and thoroughly developed, making this fic only more poignant. Out of all the four hundred and twelve Harry Potter fics that I have read, only two have ever brought me to tears. This was one of them.Thank you so much for this masterfully written piece.
CrocodileKanedy
Just nowI WASN'T PREPARED FOR ALL THESE TEARS
Alyce
Just nowI had the strong urge to read this fic again and despite remembering it had a happy ending, I still cried throughout the majority. I’m not a huge fan of sad stories but this one is so poignant I couldn’t help but to read it again.
FishingForHope
Just nowJesus Christ my emotions r all over the place right now. Its so heartbreaking but at the same time its so perfect.
sachesky
Just nowI dont remember to have commented on this fic, but I'm gonna say I love this fic so much I've been rereading it a lot and still have so much feelings about it
QueenCheshireWolf
Just now<3<3
Hancock23
Just nowThis story is brilliant, I love it although it made me cry a lot. Good job.
liquidsoap
Just nowthis fic made me -CRY- such a great job writing this, I thoroughly enjoyed reading it. Draco and Ron's argument over telling Harry was sad and wonderful at the same time ... thank you for sharing really enjoyed this fic
sherryillk
Just nowWell, I just discovered a kink for dying, selfless Draco that I never knew I had.
NatusExStallae
Just nowOh my god what a rollercoaster!!





