Beautifully written but such a horrific thing. I had a traumatic childhood, not violent but this work brings it back to me. I just wanted to be invisible by the age of five when I gave up hope. I didn't hate anyone for the trauma, apart from myself but I know now it wasn't hate of myself but more grief and the thought that I had begged God to change things and he didn't listen. I thought God must have ignored me because I was not like everyone else and didn't belong. I felt I had angered God in some way and he couldn't see me, I guessed it was because I had defied Him. Long story though.I thought I was hated by God but I know now that the God of this physical realm is the God of the Old Testament and not the one Jesus referred to as Our Father in Heaven. God of this realm is both good and evil so is neutral but nothing to do with spirit and we are spirit trapped in this Earthly realm. We are beyond this Earth.Sorry I'm getting carried away again lol. I cant write a text message to friends without it turning into an epic. Just wanted to say I have been touched emotionally by this work. I just hope it is fiction but fiction or not it sums up life on Earth for all of us I think. It's horrible for everyone. I think we are here to evolve in spirit and the God of this realm is the dark side of our Humanity. Hate and revenge are part of that dark side of all of us. It is instinctive and our instincts hold us to this Earth.I think love is true life and our in built knowledge of what's right and wrong is our Humanity. Humanity goes against the dark side of our Human nature hence the saying 'The Devil looks after His own'. Drat, now me tea's gone cold haha. xx
