ELLIPSISM
방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTSpls protect himyoonminseok - FreeformHeavy AngstEnemies to Friends to LoversA silent voice AUkoe no katachi - FreeformAngst and Hurt/Comfortjeongguk is very sadAnxiety AttacksSuicidal ThoughtsDepressionjihope - FreeformMental Health Issuesyoonmintaekook

ELLIPSISM

by haruday

LIKES

15.9K

CHAPTERS

11

WORDS

72.5K

RATING

4.8

Summary

If you slap a jester's hat on the monster in the closet it ceases to be scary but to itself, it will still be a monster. If Jeongguk opens his palms he closes them instantly because he doesn't like the ugliness he sees. The neon light leaks through his pores and he ceases to be bright.Pain changes people. It certaintly changes Jeon Jeongguk.

Reader Reviews

the_p_in_raspberry

2 months ago

I just want you to know that when I read your thread fic on twitter, I cried my eyes out. Like literally. I cried for maybe an hour, which may seem bad but I really wanna thank you. I needed that. Altough it sounds kinda awful to say this, but this story pushed me over the line and made me spill all my feelings which was why I couldnt stop crying the next day either, but it was a good thing because I always bottle up my feelings and this helped me get them all out for a while. Jungkook made me realize a lot about myself and I could see myself in him a lot. Thank you for this story. I love it so much, and I'll probably come back to read it again every time I need to cry.Also, you write really well, please know that I'll be reading it until the end

ViVenuz

2 months ago

I'm reading this on your twitter and it really is one of the best fics ive ever read, I can't wait to see where you take it for the ao3 version

lovielytae

2 months ago

i love your writing so much i'm so happy you're finally publishing it on ao3 !!!! i've read your thread fic on twitter and wow it's sooo beautiful, you're my favourite fanfiction writer uwuyou're thread fic is def in my top 10 off all time favourites (and i read A LOT of fanfiction) and i can't wait to see how you're gonna write the ao3 version.hugs !!! i hope you feel alright today <3

sgntduncan

2 months ago

i love your writing so much. it’s honeslty amazing and you’re one of my favorite writers. i’ve been following the thread on twitter and when i saw you posted the first chapter on here i was so happy. keep doing what you’re doing because it’s astonishing at how good you are at it.

CanOfPineapples

2 months ago

DO YALL SEE ME HOLLARING

Taetae2604

2 months ago

You’re amazing, your writing is soulful and never boring. From the Twitter AU I can see the character will go through a deep development and I’m sure you’ll make it very interesting and realistic as your previous works

nymphgguk

2 months ago

My body is ready.   May the Haru Games begin.

ittybittysnail

2 months ago

Haru, you write some of the most beautiful literature. I’m following your thread fic on twitter and tho it’s one of the saddest things I’ve ever read, it keeps me going through all the hard days, all the times when I’m not so sure in myself and on the days when breathing is more difficult than faking smiles. Thank you so much for your beautiful beautiful writing. I’m so happy you got out of the mental hospital and I hope you’re doing a little better.

7305113

2 months ago

Yo, I absolutely cannot wait for the rest. I love this , I am already in pain.

Chapter 1

2 months ago

waiting for your next update author-nim~~btw, nice plot and i like it! fighting!!!

babyvfan

2 months ago

You warned me...i show the warning tags....and my heart still breaking. Poor Taehyuing. Whoever says high school is much worse than middle school can go to hell. Middle school is the stage where I believe kids are at their crueliest.

babyvfan

2 months ago

Also, I hope you're feeling better. I'm back you're back to writing

Creeva

2 months ago

My heart is already completely broken and it's just the prologue, I don't think I'm ready. Kids can be so terrifyingly cruel to each other, and those years shape you into who you grow up to be. Knowing that soft little Taehyung with his little books and torn shoes and jar of dirt for worms is going to change so much... :( I'm ready for the pain, I suppose. You're an incredible writer, I look forward to this. ❤

rembulan

2 months ago

hi !!!! i'm so glad you're back and i hope you're feeling better now <3i've read this on twitter and it broke my heart but i know i'll stay here until the end anyway because you're just that good at writing ;;; thank you for writing this and good luck for the next chapters !!

lungsinbloom

2 months ago

You're finally on AO3 with this story OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T WAIT TO CRY OVER THIS FIC

camelcleo

2 months ago

I am bawling my eyes out. This was so sad really looking forward to this story. I hope you are doing okay please stay healthy and keep writing if that makes you happy :) <3

princesskoo

2 months ago

IM CRYING o(╥﹏╥)o tHIS WAS ABSOLUTELY HEART WRENCHING IM PRETTY SURE MY HEART IS BROKEN NOW

princesskoo

2 months ago

also this kinda reminds of "A Silent Voice" anD NOW IM EMO ALL OVER AGAIN

Reya33

2 months ago

This is so promising.I saw the notification and i had to wait until my lunch break to read it.Gosh, i've now done this too: reading fanfics at work hahahaAnyway, came back now to leave a comment: i love it and can't wait for more ^^

stqr1ight

2 months ago

relatable,, sadly.

clarizze

2 months ago

I don’t know if you’re gonna read this, but you’re my favorite writer on the internet. You’re so honest and your words hurts and heals at the same time. I know that you’ll be fine, I believe in that - have faith in yourself!! I’m really excited about this story. Hope to read from it soon!Loveclarizze

ffaerykoo

2 months ago

I'm ready to cry again TT u TT , this will be a masterpiece.

pawsweater

2 months ago

oh my god i just know that this will be the prettiest thing i've read! definitely looking forward to this one

Chapter 1

2 months ago

OH MY GOD A SILENT VOICE IS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MANGAS EVER, IT MADE ME CRY SO MUCH AND TO ACTUALLY SEE A TAEKOOK FIC BASED ON IT, WELK WRITTEN TOO, MAKES ME SO HAPPY GOD FUCKING BLESS YOU

polarpoplar

2 months ago

God you’re such a good writer

luvkoos

2 months ago

Wow... I've been keeping up with your twitter version of this Silent Voice AU and I can't wait to see where both versions go! Your writing is so beautiful and poetic and I just love it a lot :)

Pied_Piperess

2 months ago

Woah! Girl, I just need to tell you how strong you are. You have just kicked your mental health issue in its ass and I'm really proud of you! You are precious and awesome! I know I'm virtually a stranger, but your own words and your ability to write this story shows that you have come a long way through your journey. People like you are the strongest. I love you! Plus this story is awesome and looks great! Just some questions. How much have you already written and whats gonna be the updating schedule?

SinSoo

2 months ago

I found you on Twitter, first. And now I've found you again here on Ao3. This fanfiction you are writing is absolutely amazing. You are amazing, you are a stunning person. <3

ElsviaEricia

2 months ago

Oh my god... This is only the prologue and my heart already shredded into thousand pieces :(((( This is just so beautiful and deep. I really want to thank you for writing this. I've read hiraeth before and I believe that this one will be another masterpiece. You can do it!!!

cremedechoufleur

2 months ago

Oh wow, I'm in awe.

Chapter 1

2 months ago

I loved it.

beyondparadise

2 months ago

soooo is it possible to find out if the ending will be sad/whether there will be major character death? bc i don’t think i’ll be able to read that then :( but anyways i love your writing as always, it’s incredible *-*

the3am

2 months ago

i'm so excited to finally be reading this!! i've read your twt au and i loved how you finished it because i always thought it would be a great fic. i hope you are feeling better now, i understand the kind of hurt you are feeling, at least a bit. nobody deserves it. lots of love to you!!

misfit_ari

2 months ago

Wow, I feel the same way! I read a little of the manga a few years before the anime and really liked it but couldn't afford to keep reading. So, when the movie came out I was so excited and ended up crying a river over it. They captured the fickle mindedness and cruelty of children so well. It really took me back to my school days. Anyway, your writing is absolutely amazing!

honeyedapples

2 months ago

oh my gOD WHAT THE HECK THIS ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY HURT ME??? IM SO SAD RN WTF ive never been bullied but this made me so sad and I felt choked up :((((

srlx

2 months ago

Okay, I'm honestly a little unsure of what to say. I hardly ever comment but after reading this I just counldn't NOT say something, anything. Ever since I started reading Hiraeth back when you first published it, I read everything you posted on this site. I can still remember how Hiraeth touched me back then, still does to this day, unlike anything I had read in a long while. And Ellipsism did the same thing. I'm gonna be honest, it's not necessary just good emotions that come up but eventually, I think it's something beautiful how written words can have an impact on someone and how they can leave a small indent in their mind and be a part of their growth. Something about the way you write is so personal and raw, it's hard to not get too sucked in as a reader. Besides that, I wanna say that reading the fanfics that you write, unlike the many I read(and trust me, I've read quite a few over the years), only few have left such a deep impression. In general, I think it's a wonderful medium for authors to express themselves, share stories and create art that's free to enjoy. Honestly, I dunno what I'm trying to get across here but I just wanna say a huge thank you, because over the past few years reading what you write really left an impact on me. Simply because I could read something that I can relate to without it feeling too forced. So yeah, that's that. I just wanted to say thanks, leave a few words, even if they don't make a lot of sense.

gukkietaes

2 months ago

i stared crying since i read the first sentence and i couldn't stop. the way you write is powerful. i'm honestly afraid of keep reading because i'm too weak but i know this is going to be beautiful

Chapter 1

2 months ago

the way you write has made me think things and feel things that i could have never imagined. this story put me in a trance and completely captured all of my attention. suddenly, i WAS jk and i WAS waiting for my time to run out and i WAS waiting for someone to ask me to stay. you are amazing. i hope you understand the value of the work you've created and the value of you existing in our world. please keep fighting and know that you are appreciated!

youcouldnotbelieve

2 months ago

genuinely cannot believe how magnificent this was, related to a lot of it especially the internalised homophobia and suicidal thoughts, thank you for putting into words what many people experience and managing to execute it so carefully

Chapter 1

2 months ago

wow wow wowbeautiful writing and characterizationmy heart broke so many timesi love you

magicalyettragical

2 months ago

I knew that this would be based on A Silent Voice, I really loved that movie! I'm so excited to read the other chapter because I can sense that this is going to be really good! Thank you for writing this and take care xx

Chapter 1

2 months ago

HI I REALLY LOVED THIS FIX SO MUCCCCCH AAAAA WILL U WRITE A SECOND PART??

Chapter 1

2 months ago

Please let me torture those kids in class....

Chapter 1

2 months ago

hi sis,idk what to say but I read the fic.......to tell the truth.....I went through the same thing that you did.....I sobbed my eyes out because after a long time someone had a true answer to what was wrong with me.......what ever JK went through in this fic was almost my life except I don't get a happy ending and I am not rich....but the fact that someone understood what it is to feel in pain when there are only those selected people who cherish your presence........thank you for writing such a piece.....thank you for understanding.......and thank you for so much more........idk....but it feels weird to talk about something like this.....but I am glad my friend recommended this fic to me.........fighting!!!!!!!!

Chapter 1

2 months ago

hi sis,I just wanted to say that thank you for writing the whole fic......I read the whole piece and this feels too weird....but it feels good to see that someone finally understands the pain....you gave a name to my pain and the entire fic was a grt experience.....I am not much of a talker but I can say this that I went through the exact same thing......I cried so hard that my mom thought someone had punched me on the face....you are such an amazing writer, unnie.........thank you for writing such a piece.......I feel like I will come back to this place when I want to cry to feel happy.

khaiandtaehyung

2 months ago

Its only the first chapter and im crying

Chapter 1

2 months ago

one of my all-time favourite fics. I added a silent voice to my Netflix watchlist and I'll watch it soon, but nothing compares to the emotions I felt reading this

JungkookiesHoodies

2 months ago

Me: *is about to reread this fic for the 282929th time*Me: *knows of all the angst and sadness and heartbreak and frustration to come*Me: *knows I will definitely cry again*Me: *cracks knuckles*Me: .....let’s get this bread

Chapter 1

2 months ago

This story deserves a million fucking kudos, it made me cry, laugh, smile, frustrated at the characters, and I loved every single second of reading it, it was, hands down, the most beautiful story I have ever read. Thank you so much for writing this.