ELLIPSISM
by haruday
LIKES
15.9K
CHAPTERS
11
WORDS
72.5K
RATING
4.8
Summary
If you slap a jester's hat on the monster in the closet it ceases to be scary but to itself, it will still be a monster. If Jeongguk opens his palms he closes them instantly because he doesn't like the ugliness he sees. The neon light leaks through his pores and he ceases to be bright.Pain changes people. It certaintly changes Jeon Jeongguk.
Reader Reviews
the_p_in_raspberry
Just nowI just want you to know that when I read your thread fic on twitter, I cried my eyes out. Like literally. I cried for maybe an hour, which may seem bad but I really wanna thank you. I needed that. Altough it sounds kinda awful to say this, but this story pushed me over the line and made me spill all my feelings which was why I couldnt stop crying the next day either, but it was a good thing because I always bottle up my feelings and this helped me get them all out for a while. Jungkook made me realize a lot about myself and I could see myself in him a lot. Thank you for this story. I love it so much, and I'll probably come back to read it again every time I need to cry.Also, you write really well, please know that I'll be reading it until the end
ViVenuz
Just nowI'm reading this on your twitter and it really is one of the best fics ive ever read, I can't wait to see where you take it for the ao3 version
lovielytae
Just nowi love your writing so much i'm so happy you're finally publishing it on ao3 !!!! i've read your thread fic on twitter and wow it's sooo beautiful, you're my favourite fanfiction writer uwuyou're thread fic is def in my top 10 off all time favourites (and i read A LOT of fanfiction) and i can't wait to see how you're gonna write the ao3 version.hugs !!! i hope you feel alright today <3
sgntduncan
Just nowi love your writing so much. it’s honeslty amazing and you’re one of my favorite writers. i’ve been following the thread on twitter and when i saw you posted the first chapter on here i was so happy. keep doing what you’re doing because it’s astonishing at how good you are at it.
CanOfPineapples
Just nowDO YALL SEE ME HOLLARING
Taetae2604
Just nowYou’re amazing, your writing is soulful and never boring. From the Twitter AU I can see the character will go through a deep development and I’m sure you’ll make it very interesting and realistic as your previous works
nymphgguk
Just nowMy body is ready. May the Haru Games begin.
ittybittysnail
Just nowHaru, you write some of the most beautiful literature. I’m following your thread fic on twitter and tho it’s one of the saddest things I’ve ever read, it keeps me going through all the hard days, all the times when I’m not so sure in myself and on the days when breathing is more difficult than faking smiles. Thank you so much for your beautiful beautiful writing. I’m so happy you got out of the mental hospital and I hope you’re doing a little better.
7305113
Just nowYo, I absolutely cannot wait for the rest. I love this , I am already in pain.
Chapter 1
Just nowwaiting for your next update author-nim~~btw, nice plot and i like it! fighting!!!
babyvfan
Just nowYou warned me...i show the warning tags....and my heart still breaking. Poor Taehyuing. Whoever says high school is much worse than middle school can go to hell. Middle school is the stage where I believe kids are at their crueliest.
babyvfan
Just nowAlso, I hope you're feeling better. I'm back you're back to writing
Creeva
Just nowMy heart is already completely broken and it's just the prologue, I don't think I'm ready. Kids can be so terrifyingly cruel to each other, and those years shape you into who you grow up to be. Knowing that soft little Taehyung with his little books and torn shoes and jar of dirt for worms is going to change so much... :( I'm ready for the pain, I suppose. You're an incredible writer, I look forward to this. ❤
rembulan
Just nowhi !!!! i'm so glad you're back and i hope you're feeling better now <3i've read this on twitter and it broke my heart but i know i'll stay here until the end anyway because you're just that good at writing ;;; thank you for writing this and good luck for the next chapters !!
lungsinbloom
Just nowYou're finally on AO3 with this story OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T WAIT TO CRY OVER THIS FIC
camelcleo
Just nowI am bawling my eyes out. This was so sad really looking forward to this story. I hope you are doing okay please stay healthy and keep writing if that makes you happy :) <3
princesskoo
Just nowIM CRYING o(╥﹏╥)o tHIS WAS ABSOLUTELY HEART WRENCHING IM PRETTY SURE MY HEART IS BROKEN NOW
princesskoo
Just nowalso this kinda reminds of "A Silent Voice" anD NOW IM EMO ALL OVER AGAIN
Reya33
Just nowThis is so promising.I saw the notification and i had to wait until my lunch break to read it.Gosh, i've now done this too: reading fanfics at work hahahaAnyway, came back now to leave a comment: i love it and can't wait for more ^^
stqr1ight
Just nowrelatable,, sadly.
clarizze
Just nowI don’t know if you’re gonna read this, but you’re my favorite writer on the internet. You’re so honest and your words hurts and heals at the same time. I know that you’ll be fine, I believe in that - have faith in yourself!! I’m really excited about this story. Hope to read from it soon!Loveclarizze
ffaerykoo
Just nowI'm ready to cry again TT u TT , this will be a masterpiece.
pawsweater
Just nowoh my god i just know that this will be the prettiest thing i've read! definitely looking forward to this one
Chapter 1
Just nowOH MY GOD A SILENT VOICE IS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MANGAS EVER, IT MADE ME CRY SO MUCH AND TO ACTUALLY SEE A TAEKOOK FIC BASED ON IT, WELK WRITTEN TOO, MAKES ME SO HAPPY GOD FUCKING BLESS YOU
polarpoplar
Just nowGod you’re such a good writer
luvkoos
Just nowWow... I've been keeping up with your twitter version of this Silent Voice AU and I can't wait to see where both versions go! Your writing is so beautiful and poetic and I just love it a lot :)
Pied_Piperess
Just nowWoah! Girl, I just need to tell you how strong you are. You have just kicked your mental health issue in its ass and I'm really proud of you! You are precious and awesome! I know I'm virtually a stranger, but your own words and your ability to write this story shows that you have come a long way through your journey. People like you are the strongest. I love you! Plus this story is awesome and looks great! Just some questions. How much have you already written and whats gonna be the updating schedule?
SinSoo
Just nowI found you on Twitter, first. And now I've found you again here on Ao3. This fanfiction you are writing is absolutely amazing. You are amazing, you are a stunning person. <3
ElsviaEricia
Just nowOh my god... This is only the prologue and my heart already shredded into thousand pieces :(((( This is just so beautiful and deep. I really want to thank you for writing this. I've read hiraeth before and I believe that this one will be another masterpiece. You can do it!!!
cremedechoufleur
Just nowOh wow, I'm in awe.
Chapter 1
Just nowI loved it.
beyondparadise
Just nowsoooo is it possible to find out if the ending will be sad/whether there will be major character death? bc i don’t think i’ll be able to read that then :( but anyways i love your writing as always, it’s incredible *-*
the3am
Just nowi'm so excited to finally be reading this!! i've read your twt au and i loved how you finished it because i always thought it would be a great fic. i hope you are feeling better now, i understand the kind of hurt you are feeling, at least a bit. nobody deserves it. lots of love to you!!
misfit_ari
Just nowWow, I feel the same way! I read a little of the manga a few years before the anime and really liked it but couldn't afford to keep reading. So, when the movie came out I was so excited and ended up crying a river over it. They captured the fickle mindedness and cruelty of children so well. It really took me back to my school days. Anyway, your writing is absolutely amazing!
honeyedapples
Just nowoh my gOD WHAT THE HECK THIS ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY HURT ME??? IM SO SAD RN WTF ive never been bullied but this made me so sad and I felt choked up :((((
srlx
Just nowOkay, I'm honestly a little unsure of what to say. I hardly ever comment but after reading this I just counldn't NOT say something, anything. Ever since I started reading Hiraeth back when you first published it, I read everything you posted on this site. I can still remember how Hiraeth touched me back then, still does to this day, unlike anything I had read in a long while. And Ellipsism did the same thing. I'm gonna be honest, it's not necessary just good emotions that come up but eventually, I think it's something beautiful how written words can have an impact on someone and how they can leave a small indent in their mind and be a part of their growth. Something about the way you write is so personal and raw, it's hard to not get too sucked in as a reader. Besides that, I wanna say that reading the fanfics that you write, unlike the many I read(and trust me, I've read quite a few over the years), only few have left such a deep impression. In general, I think it's a wonderful medium for authors to express themselves, share stories and create art that's free to enjoy. Honestly, I dunno what I'm trying to get across here but I just wanna say a huge thank you, because over the past few years reading what you write really left an impact on me. Simply because I could read something that I can relate to without it feeling too forced. So yeah, that's that. I just wanted to say thanks, leave a few words, even if they don't make a lot of sense.
gukkietaes
Just nowi stared crying since i read the first sentence and i couldn't stop. the way you write is powerful. i'm honestly afraid of keep reading because i'm too weak but i know this is going to be beautiful
Chapter 1
Just nowthe way you write has made me think things and feel things that i could have never imagined. this story put me in a trance and completely captured all of my attention. suddenly, i WAS jk and i WAS waiting for my time to run out and i WAS waiting for someone to ask me to stay. you are amazing. i hope you understand the value of the work you've created and the value of you existing in our world. please keep fighting and know that you are appreciated!
youcouldnotbelieve
Just nowgenuinely cannot believe how magnificent this was, related to a lot of it especially the internalised homophobia and suicidal thoughts, thank you for putting into words what many people experience and managing to execute it so carefully
Chapter 1
Just nowwow wow wowbeautiful writing and characterizationmy heart broke so many timesi love you
magicalyettragical
Just nowI knew that this would be based on A Silent Voice, I really loved that movie! I'm so excited to read the other chapter because I can sense that this is going to be really good! Thank you for writing this and take care xx
Chapter 1
Just nowHI I REALLY LOVED THIS FIX SO MUCCCCCH AAAAA WILL U WRITE A SECOND PART??
Chapter 1
Just nowPlease let me torture those kids in class....
Chapter 1
Just nowhi sis,idk what to say but I read the fic.......to tell the truth.....I went through the same thing that you did.....I sobbed my eyes out because after a long time someone had a true answer to what was wrong with me.......what ever JK went through in this fic was almost my life except I don't get a happy ending and I am not rich....but the fact that someone understood what it is to feel in pain when there are only those selected people who cherish your presence........thank you for writing such a piece.....thank you for understanding.......and thank you for so much more........idk....but it feels weird to talk about something like this.....but I am glad my friend recommended this fic to me.........fighting!!!!!!!!
Chapter 1
Just nowhi sis,I just wanted to say that thank you for writing the whole fic......I read the whole piece and this feels too weird....but it feels good to see that someone finally understands the pain....you gave a name to my pain and the entire fic was a grt experience.....I am not much of a talker but I can say this that I went through the exact same thing......I cried so hard that my mom thought someone had punched me on the face....you are such an amazing writer, unnie.........thank you for writing such a piece.......I feel like I will come back to this place when I want to cry to feel happy.
khaiandtaehyung
Just nowIts only the first chapter and im crying
Chapter 1
Just nowone of my all-time favourite fics. I added a silent voice to my Netflix watchlist and I'll watch it soon, but nothing compares to the emotions I felt reading this
JungkookiesHoodies
Just nowMe: *is about to reread this fic for the 282929th time*Me: *knows of all the angst and sadness and heartbreak and frustration to come*Me: *knows I will definitely cry again*Me: *cracks knuckles*Me: .....let’s get this bread
Chapter 1
Just nowThis story deserves a million fucking kudos, it made me cry, laugh, smile, frustrated at the characters, and I loved every single second of reading it, it was, hands down, the most beautiful story I have ever read. Thank you so much for writing this.





