Hiraeth
Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTSa lot of manipulation on Jeongguk's partImplied/Referenced Drug UseHeavy AngstImplied/Referenced Self-HarmMutual Piningbut mostly taekook centricjeongguk is just trying to find himselfImplied/Referenced Child AbuseImplied/Referenced Cheatingidk why i'm torturing taekook like this sorrySmutbut there's a lot of fluff in betweenyoonmintaekook

Hiraeth

by haruday

LIKES

20.4K

CHAPTERS

5

WORDS

100.6K

RATING

4.8

Summary

Jeongguk has learned the hard way from the tender age of thirteen when his father pushed him down the stairs, that people are a disappointment. They always will be and so he breaks hearts instead.Hurt people hurt people. Jeongguk likes hurting girls, but he doesn't like hurting Kim Taehyung.

Reader Reviews

bruhnam299

Just now

you gotta update man. even though i know reading the rest of this fic will break something inside of me.

owlbeast

Just now

this is amazing! your writing is absolutely brilliant-and the story drew me in instantly! even though i know the angst will kill me, i'm super excited for the second part.

Chewingonpencils

Just now

mai got this is amazingcan't wait for the second parti'm probably going to cry ugly tears at some point but i have a love/hate relationship with angst so idk??im justplease update, i love you, you are a genius

matcha_teahyung

Just now

i read this thinking that it was completed so i was becoming more and more anxious about how you were going to wrap it up so shortly but i realised its still a wip and im devastated now cos now comes the wait but i know itll be worth it (-':

ayomiya

Just now

I really love this! I generally love an angsty plot but soon they become overused. That definitely didn't happen here and I like the idea behind it! Can't wait for the next chapter, keep up the wonderful work!

Taeve21

Just now

Omg I see it's going to be a short fic but still I can already feel the angst coming up my Taehyung and poor Jungkook too because he's a victim. This is really good can't wait for the next chapter

cuppycake99

Just now

Please update pleaseeee

neptune_scar

Just now

I really like this so far! I'm loving the development of their relationship, and I especially like how you explored Taehyung having ADHD. Also, Jimin is adorable in this lol Great job!

Rhiannitha

Just now

This story goes /deep/. I love this story so much though, its so realistic and heartbreaking. Like jungkooks panic attacks and the girls reactions etc. Such a good story and i swear this better have a happy ending.Ive also been reading bit by bit all day and its now 5.40 in the morning and i have work but i couldnt put this down. So good

liamstears

Just now

My heart aches so much and I know it'll ache even more in the next chapter. This is so complex, so addicting and the way your write and draw out everyone's emotions is so so so good Thank you for writing such a piece <3

Chapter 1

Just now

this was great! i loved how long it was and how much detail you put into it. it's amazing! i'm waiting for your update'

Chapter 1

Just now

did my comment go through omfg. idk if it did but to sum it up it was a long comment about how great this was hope ya update soon

bror

Just now

ur gay as shit and im proud

blackqueencleopatra

Just now

SO MUCH YES! ALL THE YES! I LOVE THIS <3

ProbablyaVillain

Just now

This is so long and detailed and i can tell how much care and thought went into it. thank you for the great story so far. I'm both looking forward to and dreading the next half because i can smell the angst from Miles away

Chapter 1

Just now

Oh my gosh this is so goodThis is one of the best fanfictions Ive every was and I've been reading fanfiction since 2012. I usually don't go for angsty stuff and I don't know why I chose this one but I'm so glad I did( and why I chose an U completed one???) i hope you update soon!!!Your writing is really amazingLike the grammar was great and poetic and I don't remember and technical errors. You wrote some of the best sex I've ever read and I felt my heart tightening up at lots of points in the storyIf you keep writing I but you could become one of the best fanfiction writers in the BTS fandom. At least, you're one of mine.

Chapter 1

Just now

Im shaking - im shook - this is so good akabsjkskskIm reallly really seriously curious about what will happen in the final chapter. Oh gukkie.... Oh tae...... My heartSeriously this is so gooood i have so may emotions swirling inside my chest right now :')

TaeTaeCrazed

Just now

Okay you wrote this wonderfully. And I just really can't wait to read more. This has everything psychological issues, abuse, commitment issues etc. This was just such a refreshing story to read.

haziness

Just now

i love this so fucking much im shook!!! can't wait for the next update!!!

Chapter 1

Just now

This was amazing cant wait for the other chapter :))

Chapter 1

Just now

I don't mean to sound so clichè, but, your writing is beautiful and I can't stop thinking about this story no matter how hard I try to. I c ame across this story a couple of days ago and have been constantly coming back to check on any updates and actually stayed up all night to finish the second chapter! Your characterization is amazing and I'm really at loss for words but this is such a unique and beautiful story. Thank you for posting something as lovely as this and for giving us long chapters! Hope you update soon, you make my taekook heart ache dearly. One more thing- the way you wrote Jungkook's character was so beautifully done; I hate him but I can't hate him because his emptiness gives him so much depth and he is so well-written. Thank you once again!

Sparrowscupoftea

Just now

The title is Welsh so I was just wondering if you knew the meaning or if you were Welsh yourself?

weyheyyeshy

Just now

Okay but this fic actually scares me? like now I'm suddenly so much more conscious about relationships and feel really scared to get into one? How can I tell now if someone's actually genuine about their feelings ohmygod

victoriahuang698

Just now

Nooooo IM IN SO MUCH PAIN WHY JUNGKOOK WHYYY DONT DO THIS TO TAE :( I've literally cried 3 times reading this and the worst is yet to come...

urqueen

Just now

I feel bad for jeongguk and he's making me emotional because i kind of relate to him which is why I don't want to flat out kick him and I really want to step into this fic and pamper the fuck out of him but he fucking pisses me off because I can't figure him out, will he ruin Taehyung or not? It's just the fact that it's possible that makes me pissed off because our baby doesn't deserve that bullshit. LorD first chapter and I'm already hooked like a little fish and oml the smut with Ana I think is the first straight smut I have read since I was 12 whICH WAS A lONg FUCKING TIME AGO and I decided that it still doesn't appeal to me at all even though I have had many many many wet dreams about multiple different guys, it just doesn't hit me like the beauty and art of gay sex. Maybe it's the small but noticable percentage of lesbian in me? Idk man I'm just fuckin weird, gay smut for life.

urqueen

Just now

I'm gonna read the second part when it's not ass o'clock because something tells me the next chapter will fuck me so hard I'll throw up my insides and I'd rather be fully awake for that

sailorkooks

Just now

I'M CRYING, PORNHUB? really??? x'D

sobertae

Just now

fuck this is just perfect

Reya33

Just now

I'm so captivated by this story.God, what am i doing with my life?

InquisitivePearling

Just now

Fahhhhhh. I know this story is going to destroy me!; but your writing is so good! Gahhhh! I love it though goodness

Chapter 1

Just now

;-;

Chapter 1

Just now

When you've only read the first chapter , but you'll already on the verge of tears. This is about to fuck me up royally and I'm positive I'm not ready.

gvldentae

Just now

Literally bout to read this for the third time idk

artichokemedaddy

Just now

Come to sweden

hidingplace

Just now

come to brazil

artichokemedaddy

Just now

I'm ur biggest fan

Mays_Wwx

Just now

I just fell in love with this fic

Chapter 1

Just now

It's 6.25 am and I just finished reading this. I cried so much over this, it was so raw and so real and so beautiful that I want to quite the whole fucking story. My eyes are so puffy right now I can't even find the strength to type but I have to and I want to type a very long ass meaningful comment thanking you for this amazing work. I read your note at te end of the epilogue and I hope that you are feeling better and coping up with whatever issues you had/have. Jungkook's character makes me want to protect him so much and it makes me so freaking messed up right now knowing that people go through worse in real life. Keeping all the angst aside, I really lived how real and original your work was, it also had these amazing fluff moments, everything was just the perfect amount and I want this to be published so that I can buy myself a hard copy and feel the beautiful ink on paper. I've tri d writing randomly and it's so hard but you've done it so beautifully and all your galaxy references have left me speechless and in awe. My eyes are drooping close and I can't think of how to say more, I really really loved your work. I really love it fuck I also saw that you have a yoonmin fanfic but I won't be able to read it because it has a major character death and I won't do well with that, I desperately want to read it but I literally get depressed after reading angst, I cannot handle it. I also cannot resist it so maybe I will end up reading it someday. I loved your work, thank you so much for this

gvldentae

Just now

Lol guess who's back to read this shit again for the like at least the 4th time

ThreeHourNaps

Just now

this piece literally fulfilled my desire of wanting to read a jungkook panic-attack-mental-disorder-emotional-hurt related kinda fic im Crying so hard i didnt even sleep for a night reading it my chest actually stUng right deep in the core as if someone's slicing my heart piece by piece bc i Feel You Jungkook ykno for feeling insecured and all nxkdndkkdkd gtg what im trynna say is that your work is absolutely wonderful and i love it so much. (p/s: write more of this im already your number one fan!!)

Chapter 1

Just now

OwO i fricking love it. i love how the characters came out! *^*

JackassTae

Just now

this story is so good istg the way youre writing is sO beautiful im nutting all the way to chiNA

Chapter 1

Just now

Love the fanfic I read it completely. I had to drop a comment it was so good so detailed I felt so much emotions. Thanks you so much keep up the good work. I'll keep on reading your work. ❤️

Chapter 1

Just now

"but when Taehyung tilts his head towards Jeongguk and smiles so brightly that he becomes the moon, Jeongguk wants to feel him underneath his skin and seep into the cracks of his fractured bones that never quite healed right." OMG JUST KILL ME NOW the way you write just really brings the reader in and let me tell you I've been sitting in my chair reading this for a good 3 hours straight aghh keep up the good work!!!

Chapter 1

Just now

you write so good!! even if this was your first time to write a gay smut aaa❣️

Chapter 1

Just now

Lol, you researched well. This is good gay smut.

Fite_me

Just now

this chapter as so good, I honestly thought that it was about 8 chapters ;) I was so suprised when I read the bottom of the chapter and was like, where's the 'previous chapter' button. This was such a good chapter, I'm honestly scared for Jungkook when Taehyung finds out, but I'm really curious whats gonna happen and if he'll explain his past to Tae.

Chapter 1

Just now

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOOD FUCKING GOD IVE NEVER WANTED TO HANG MYSELF SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE L I F E THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND GAY AND WELL WRITTEN AND MOTHERFUCKING FUCK ME WITH A MICROPHONE I WANNA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP NOW BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THERES A 99% CHANCE THAT THIS IS GONNA END TRAGICALLY AND MY FRIENDS SPOILED SOME OF IT FOR ME BC THEY SHOWED ME A PARAGRAPH FROM THIS STORY AND /OH MY FUCKING GOD/ I WANT TO DIENDNFNFMDMMSNDNDNDD

komatsu382

Just now

i can't stop crying, everything is so perfect

Chapter 1

Just now

I like this way of writting and plot and this cruel Jeongguk and the wHOLE fic ya know. so I thought that the translation into Russion positively wouldn't be amiss there). And now I`m asking you for a permission on your sodamn incredible work ;)