Wait and Hope
Memory Lossblaise just wants to have a drinklavender is thereginny is tired because toddlersHarry Potter - J. K. Rowlingron is very uncomfortableSlow Burntheo is trawling for a boyfriendpansy goes nuclearharry is so harrydraco is trying so hardhermione is so confusedRomance

Wait and Hope

by mightbewriting

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RATING

4.8

Summary

A Very Important Note!At some point in the not too distant future, The World of Wait and Hope will be removed from Ao3. As soon as I have a specific date, I'll be sure to update! In the meantime, please feel free to download copies of the series to save for yourself if you'd like to have them! You can find me (and more information on my traditional publishing journey!) on instagram as @amandagaylewrites. I owe this story and the fandom who has loved it a tremendous amount of gratitude, and I cannot wait for y'all to see it in its next iteration. “Harry,” Hermione began, voice very controlled, but she could feel the blade of panic slicing at her vocal cords. “Why was Draco Malfoy just screaming bloody murder about his,” and the word almost strangled her as she said it, “wife?” [In which Hermione loses the last six year's worth of her memories, including the entirety of her relationship and marriage to Draco.]

Reader Reviews

lemoneight

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Can't wait to see where you go with this!

GraceEliz

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Oh I like this. Yes, this is very very interesting! I can't wait!

Hiti67

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Jesus Christ, can the universe not give this guy a break. Both of these children need a hug.

pinkgrapefruit

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oh lord i am so excited by this! i love this new malfoy and i can't wait for more! x

steddie_as_she_goes

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This is so freaking goooood!!

Chapter 1

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damn this is so fucking nice, can't wait

Chapter 1

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It’s been SO long since I’ve read something I liked as much as I liked this. So much love to you. ❤️

Lisatudor

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This is so very exciting! This is also one of my favorite tropes, and I hope to see you continue it! Thanks for sharing :)

aimini

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I'm very excited to see how the rest will unravel!!

bethelson

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Okay so.This is my jam.Seriously, so good. I am all about this trope and I’m calling shotgun for this road trip, thank you.

badgerpantaloons

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Love this already, especially your sense of humor in writing these characters. I must know the backstory on the green sofa, as well. Please keep writing this story!

FedonCiadale

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I am very intrigued! Love it! Hope we'll learn the story behind the green sofa!

nachosandjazz

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Wow! What a great first chapter. I can't wait to see the rest of this story.

Chapter 1

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Super excited to see where the next chapter takes us! This is just wonderful and I can’t wait for more! Thanks for sharing!!!

anneka59

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Letting you know, girl, I didn't hate it ;)Seriously, this is great, looking forward to more!

Artsyfreckles

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Very nice. I honestly am not a fan of this trope but you might have turned it into something I really really like so far. :) Keep going! I'm fine with 7k word chapters!!!

That_Is_A_Nice_Boulder

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Literally said nooooo! when I got to the end of this chapter because I wasn’t ready for it to stop. Excited for the next chapter!

Otterly_Riddikulus_Writing

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ohhh no! I hate when Draco suffers like this. Surely they worked through all their baggage before they got together the first time and now he has to relive it?! and why to I get the feeling they were they trying for a baby before she lost her memory :( so sad - but I'm loving it already!

buttons1721

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That's just incredibly sad....😥😥😥 I know that she's overwhelmed, but it's also heartbreaking to see her be distant to Draco, when he's been nothing but kind...😥😥😥 She's going thru something horrible...but so is he....😥😥😥

akihiiks

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Ok so I'm really a silent reader usually but I felt like I HAD to comment on this story. It's only chapter 1 but I'm already hooked. First off the way Draco was introduced acting straightup terrifying already had me feeling how deep his emotions ran for Hermione. I love how that's juxtaposed with how careful he is around her later when shes discharged and probably had some time to calm down and be more rational about the situation. The small details like Draco reading Hermione's old copy of The Count of Monte Cristo or telling her about her not so secret sweets stash also really add to the feeling of the story. All the times he has to occlude though has me feeling so bad for him since that's probably keeping him from breaking down on the spot. Both of Draco and Hermione are going to be in for a most likely frustrating ride but I'm going to enjoy it lol.I cant wait to know more about their lives such as what's been happening in their flat since there seems to be so much history to be revealed. Sorry this is so long but keep it up!

Lovers_Reunited

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Really enjoyed this chapter. Can't wait to find out more

karma_cookie

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I’m really enjoying the way you’re telling this Tory, particularly the way you describe Draco’s occlumency and the way she can see him breaking down all these emotions in his eyes while maintaining this calm controlled facade. It’s so heartbreaking from his perspective to not only deal with the anxiety of the person you love being injured but for them to wake up and not remember loving you...

Gemin

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This is sooo good already. You write beautifully.

bigbadw0lf

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Hermione's emotions after waking up were very well-done.“And while you’re partially right about your name being Hermione Jean Granger, you hyphenated last year-“ --> AHHHH.“Where the fuck is my wife?” --> I'M SCREAMING.“He was referring to you, my dear,” she said. “That was the other question you got wrong. Your name is Hermione Jean Granger-Malfoy.”--> I'M LOVING THIS ALREADY.I love Ginny and Hermione's friendship.“You and the ferret are obnoxiously perfect together, and don’t you dare tell him I said that.” --> AHHH. I'm aching for this.“He invented a potion to remove it,” Ginny said, nodding at Hermione’s bare arm. “He gave it to you the Christmas before you started dating.” --> They're... AHH, this hurts.The way Draco and Harry have a nice relationship for her sake, AHH.I truly love Harry and Hermione's friendship too.I love the fondness with which he talks about their life and her. And the fact they've got very Slytherin colors in their house is marvelous and hilarious. She flipped more and stopped, nearly jumping out of her own skin. In red ink, at the top of three days that week, was a single word, once again written in her own hand, and underlined far too aggressively: sex. --> I love this detail. The way she's rigorous enough and it would translate into their married life.Oh, he's occluding.The small torture box she sends him hearts on AHHH.The way she felt the memory loss was some kind of recompense, aw, my heart aches for her:'(But the thing that gave Hermione pause, that stopped her in her tracks and pulled at her heart with a familiar feeling of longing she’d never before felt directed towards the man in front of her, was the sight of Crookshanks, curled in a ball and fast asleep on his chest. --> AHHH, I love their previous-to-the-memory-loss relationship. How domestic they were.This was very well-written and the plot is marvelous! I'm really looking forward to reading more of this. Thanks for writing!

SeleneBlackburn

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I don't know if it's just me and I'm super emotional today, but I CRIED, like I cried.The moment she entered her parents house, I wept with her. Gah! You started this so beautifully. I love the first chapter!

DiamondNightSkies

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Before I even start reading this, I just have to let you know I am absolutely GIDDY to see that you have a longer piece that I can gorge on!!

Luitnea

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I'm obsessed with your work. Like seriously! It's like the best fanfiction I have ever read. And I have been reading dramione fanfiction for like 4 years. But I've never waited so desperately for a new chapter before. It's so addictive!! English is not my native language so sometimes I don't understand some fanfiction very well or when I do understand them the sentences are too simple, so that it is boring.But your style of writing is both interesting (I love your metaphors) and easy to read.Also, I think that the way you answer the comments on Tumblr is so sweet.

EdithHead

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I rarely comment fanfictions anymore due to lack of time and language barrier that doesn’t allow me to always express how I feel, but I really want to commend you for this fic. Not only I liked the plot, but I really, really loved how well written this is, not only for the dialogues, but for how well built the characters are and how detailed and poignant yet light the narrative feels. I expected this final chapter to have hermione regaining her memories, and yet you found an unexpected ending that is way more perfect and complete that her remembering again would have been. I really look forward to reading more of your works

Chapter 1

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I kept seeing this story mentioned on Tumblr, so I had to check it out. So glad I did. Great opening chapter. Looking forward to the other chapters!

middleofmiddle

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Lol this line— ”Crookshanks hovered nearby with his cat version of concern, which was to say, very little at all. ” I love your writing! I’ll try to comment more but I’m also probably going to tear through this fic so I apologize in advance.

ivy_in_navy

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Can we talk about how the chapter list is the list that Hermione's making at the end? GENIUS CAN'T EVEN

deadpoetsyachtclub

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WOW. What an introduction. I am anticipating crying a lot based on how this first chapter went. I am so thrilled to have found this fic tonight - your writing is absolutely lovely.

burningximpossiblyxbright

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Wowwwww!!! I stumbled upon this fic yesterday and have basically been reading it non-stop! It was absolutely wonderful! I loved the journey of seeing Hermione come to terms with her missing memories and finally open herself up to Draco...and Draco! He was absolutely divine in this fic! Sexy, sooooo supportive, and adorable at times too. His dimple....ugh....and all of his smiles! I definitely was falling mad in love with him right along with Hermione. I also loved seeing all of their friends and their life together evolved! It was amazing and magical!!! I loved every minute and I'm definitely looking forward to reading more of your works!!! Thanks so much for sharing this fic with us!!! :D

granger_danger

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You had me at mustelid. 😂Seriously, though, your writing is exquisite! This has been on my to-read list for a hot minute and I am soooo glad I finally made it. Your prose is beautiful! You've done such an amazing job describing Hermione's experience. My heart is already breaking for Draco. I'm also so curious about that green velvet sofa. 😂the small torture box you send me hearts on.” From his pocket, Malfoy produced a cell phone and waggled it at her.Just. Perfection. 😍 Bonus points for waggled.But the thing that gave Hermione pause, that stopped her in her tracks and pulled at her heart with a familiar feeling of longing she’d never before felt directed towards the man in front of her, was the sight of Crookshanks, curled in a ball and fast asleep on his chest.Witness me, literally blinking back tears. Take me on this wild ride. I surrender. I can't wait to dive in! ❤️

tinemariegb

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My heart is breaking while reading this. I can’t wait to see what happens next. Thank you for writing!

KitKat918

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What a great first chapter!

Kyonomiko

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This is lovely so far. And I ache for draco 😫

SpuffyCarrie

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Aww, this is awful for both of them :(

Frau_Blucher

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Hands down one of the best memory loss fics I’ve read. In all of the fandoms I’ve read over the years (and it’s a shit ton). Excellent Dramione as well. Every character was spot on. Thank you for sharing this with us!

MegRaven

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I'm just there's so many lines of this id love to quote But that whole scene of Draco screaming and roaring for his wife God my heart was already breaking & gosh I can't imagine the discomfort and total reality disconnect this must be for Hermione to lose so much of herself also heart breaking but there's also somewhere between the lines of heartache a hope that comes through in your writing This is just so packed full of emotion already & you've got me absolutely hooked You've such a wonderful way of writing that just pulls you in My heart aches everytime she calls him Malfoy That end scene 🙃😭🤗 both teary and hopeful💚💚

WolfpackPride

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I can already tell I’m going to really enjoy this fic

LadyKenz347

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What a wonderful first chapter! I’m so intrigued by the magic at work here and excited to explore more!

LashesToAshes

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I was rec'd this by a friend and I'm so glad she did!I've not read a lot of memory loss fics (I'm not sure why) but I'm really looking forward to reading the rest of this one 😃I like how Hermione and Draco and dancing around each other, so unsure but my heart bleeds for poor Draco! I can't imagine having my other half lose his memories of us and then have to try and not overwhelm them.Draco occluding shows just how much he's having to restrain himself and I hope that Hermione find it within herself to trust him.I also really like that Crookshanks is still alive and being a testament to Draco's good character.

Banannie48

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So good!!

Rls1

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I love the start to your story!!! This is so exciting and I love all the character interactions!

Chapter 1

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This is BEAUTIFUL!! I already love your writing style and your take on Draco using Occlumency to deal with the memory loss is unique for me. I don’t read memory loss stories often, so I wouldn’t know but I LOVE the way you describe the feeling flaking off in his eyes. Brilliant. Can’t wait to finish this and cry a thousand tears that it’s over. I’m gonna be too emotionally invested, I just know it.

thedarkswan

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i’m just starting this fic and oh my i’m looking forward to the rest! i can already tell i’m going to love the way you portray everyone ❤️

BoredRavenvlaw620

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Oh the sweet angsty feels! You have me sucked in!!! I can’t wait to read more of this!! Draco needs a hug B A D! Fabulous start!!!

the_static_hum

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I am so excited to finally be reading this! This first chapter pulled me in immediately (also, lime green robes, St. Mungo’s, really?!) and has me feeling allll the feelings.Poor Hermione! Working through all the things she’s lost and everything she now has that her 2001 self didn’t know/want... Poor Draco! Having to toe the line between his feelings and their past and Hermione’s reality. (Really, is there anyone more perfect for that, though?) (Also, is it weird that I always feel WAY worse for the spouse who still has the memories in these situations?! Thank f*ck for Occlumency!) Draco at the door of her hospital room! Harry and Ginny! Oooh, the mysterious guest room... (Thanks for affirming my belief that Draco is a boxer brief man — I’ve thought that all along.) Hermione meeting with her parents! Old Crookshanks sleeping on Draco’s chest! I can’t handle it all!!! (But, off I go to devour the rest...)

MissandMarauder

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Oh my goodness, I love this so much! Such a great start to what I can tell is going to be a wonderful story. Can’t wait to see where you take it from here! And I love the way you’ve written each and every character. Brilliant!